DeAppetite
Recently, I been losing my appetite. I have no idea why. Its really sad that food is losing its appeal. I use to be so proud of my hearty appetite! Remember those times, in my teens when I could just go on eating. Being able to eat is a joy! Of course, and not gaining weight too.
When I was 16, we went on a geography field trip to Trenggannu. We stayed in this 5-star hotel, with a wonderful buffet spread for every meal. And boy, did we eat. We cleared our plates so quickly that we needed more than 1 waiter for our table. I distinctly remember how good the prata station was, the lagsane etc etc... Yutian noticed that the watermelon slices got thinner with every meal! Point is, I could eat and I enjoyed it.
In that same year, I was preparing for the Age-group competition. Being underweight was, I felt I was at a disadvantage. So in the weeks nearing the competition, I stuffed myself like every night. I cleared all the food at the dinner table. Top it up with 3 bowls of rice. That was crazy but sadly I gained only 2 kg and lost it all after the competition. Oh well, I lost anyway.
The past few weeks was wierd. I don't feel like having lunch. I don't feel like eating. I am rarely ravenous. And what is worse is that I can't finish my food! Geez, I hate wasting. Do you think I am sick or something?
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me: Look! I've got a bruise!
Bernard: You seem to get new bruises all the time...
Ken: What will you do if someone pinches your butt in the MRT?
me: It depends... how does he look like?
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Yes, my latest bruise addition. While running for the bus I rammed my elbow right into a wall. It sure hurts! Its a really small bruise but the pain is crazy.
I bruise easily. Even kneeling on a hard surface can give me bruises.
I feel so empty and scared lately that I think I need religion in my life!
And all my friends seem to have stopped using ICQ
Labels: food
posted by eline @ 9:52 PM
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