Friendster
I don't really use Friendster. Its way too slow. They really ought to do something about it! I mean when they are connecting people like this, there's definitely something exponential about it though I am not that much of a computer geek to delve into the details.Back to Friendster. I am feeling rather on the downside today. Sometimes, I feel like I am surrounded by many people who I call friends, but how many of them are truly those who you can call out when you feel like crap? Just today, I can't think of anyone to call. Not even one. That was devastating. If Jon was around, it would be him. Always. But since he is around only like twice a year, I usually feel quite alone. To think that Charmaine will be gone too.
I think reading my testimonials makes a good mood lifter. I can so totally bask in some kind of self adoration! I noticed that everyone thinks I am a talkative person. But seriously, I don't think I am. Its really tiring to be talking all the time, its tiring to be a one-person show, its simply too draining. I guess I can't figure myself out. There are times when I really like hanging out but there are also many instances when I like being alone. I still like to run and swim alone. I was actually rather disappointed to find out that I can't dive alone. I like to travel alone too. Does that make me a loner?
I was moody today. I just wanted to whine. But sometimes, asking one out will be too tiring. I will need to perk myself up to entertain the other person. Nah.. I'll give that a miss.
I took the MBTI test at least twice. And both times, I was said to be an ENTP -- Extrovert, iNtuitive, Thinking, Perceptual. I remember that my Extrovert vs introvert scores were very close. My Thinking vs Feeling disparity was the greatest. Apparently I barely feel.
posted by eline @ 9:45 PM
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