chat bits
: i still feel like i am not doing enough. I am bored.
c: i feel bored too. seriously
:maybe just restless.
She has a boyfriend, a nice family, religion, job and hobby... and still bored.
Whats wrong with us?
: if u had only 24hours to live, what will you do?
f: I will definitely go home. Spend time with my family. u?
: i don know. Maybe go choose a coffin and prepare the funeral so that i won't trouble my mum.
f: (laughs)
: actually i don know. I use to know, but now i don.
[i don know what is important to me anymore. only I am important to myself so when my life is curtailed there is nothing else that is of importance? I use to say something like spend it with my boyfriend when i had one, guess when i don... then there isn;t one. well, i could go visit all my ex and tell them something like "I hope u join me soon!" hahahahah *evil grin*]
: i am very serious about my life you know. I may not look like it but I am! grad studies is no joke. Its like marriage.
in fact, its worse than marriage cos you can't go for divorce. Even if you get out of it, there isn't going to be alimony! So its something I have to think over carefully and be very sure of.
Just thought of how i like this quote