Just one of those days
There are those days when you just feel like crap. And for no apparent reason.This is one of those days.
I don’t feel like smiling. Smiling takes too much effort and when I try to do so for the sake of a conducive working environment and for the sake of smiley colleagues, I feel that its such a fake smile that it becomes more like a baring-of-teeth act than anything else.
Many people have told me that I have an extremely “chao-bin” (smelly face = black face).
Someone even said that she doesn’t dare to speak to me in the morning because I look pissed most of the time.
I don’t know. Guess I am not the smiley sort. My face, is like an open book where men may read strange things.
I guess you could say that I don’t bother hiding how I feel. Because there are days when I am so hyper, I could be giggling the whole time.
I don’t feel like talking today either.
I think its bad for work because my colleagues are wondering why I am giving them such annoyed/pissed/angry looks. I can’t help it. Its just how I feel. Not about anyone in particular. Its just me.
This is just one of those days. And it will pass.
posted by eline @ 12:41 PM
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