life as a movie
Sometimes, i fall into a self-sabotaging mood. Its the mood when you intentionally do something which can totally screw you up and yet you still persist in doing so. Its not that intentional, but rather more uncontrollable. Its like watching your life as a movie, and you have no control over what is happening, over the plot and shit, even the remote control is missing!yes, thats how i feel right now.
Just yesterday, i had to pick on something completely trivial and make myself feel all so awful about it. I am such an ass in that sense.