rants etc.
This could have been the perfect week for a getaway! Tue and Wed are public hols!! But alas, I didn't seem to notice that till a few days before.Feeling so way tired today. One should never sleep at 4am if one has to wake at 7 the next day for work. I feel as if I am just going through some programmed motions for the day. Brain activity is almost down to NIL.
As I grow older, it gets increasinly harder to find friends to hang out with. Especially those 'last minute' scenario. I tend to be like that. Maybe after work today, I will feel like having dinner out. SMSes will be sent enmass and the replies are usually all the same. SOmething like
"I'm really sorry -- I can't make it today. Another day ok?"
Gone were the days when I could almost always find someone to hang out with. Maybe, its because we are all out of school. It use to be something like this: After lecture, friends will feel like chillin out. Now, after work, colleagues will want to go home because they are either tired, have family, have a bf/gf -- wat else?
Maybe, its because I don't particularly like my home. Geez, now I sound like a problem child who has never grown up! Maybe, I got used to living without my mum. A year in hall, a sem at Berkeley, 2 months in Italy. Maybe.
posted by eline @ 12:11 PM
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