Thursday, December 01, 2005

off tangent


SOmeone should so stop me! I am going off tangent... I have decided to take up an art course at nafa. Following this train of thought... i am thinking of doing architecture!!

I won't say that I have lived life with regrets at not doing certain things. I just wished that I could do everything.

Sometimes I wish that I was some rich brat who could do everything according to my whims and fancies. Geez... i think i would have been very spoilt.

Sometime, it feels that life is too short. Are we given 2nd chances? Or do we have to struggle so hard just to have that other chance? The Me in the parallel universe is doing everything that I dreamt of doing.

Thats not enough.

And you know what? I think I might be a rather interesting architect! haha the biologist-turned architect who will design buildings to look like the internal achitecuture of your cell! The outer walls of the building will be a like some lipid bilayer. Those with access will just go through that layer.. while those without will have to go through the proteins-aka-gates. Of course there isn't much need for security check -- u have to fit the protein/gate's conformation in order to gain entry!

I am so crappy today. Bet charmain will freak at when i just wrote. hahaha!

This is the in-between-jobs-syndrome. You have handed in your letter of resignation. You have not left. You don't care enough to impress your superior any more. You still do your job. But no one dares give u more anyway.

I think its the coffe. Imagine the disappointment when I discovered that Spinelli's the one in NUS sci fac which i have frequented over the last 4 years, has raised their prices, those nice guy is no longer there. Instead, there were some boisterous ah-beng types. Geez.. not cute either. Things have change. I have to get use to that.

I need to be more obessessive about something. Dance isn't enough for the very simple reason that my home is not as big as a studio for me to prance around in. Damn! I am so restless, i need a life!

Argh, i miss being busy and having my mind constantly preoccupied.

Think i will go grab a copy of giselle later. I so need to work on dance expression!