Hello once again
So, actually, i tried writing something last year... but i think perhaps the baby woke up or something, because i never finished it...___________________________________
It has been 2 years of silence. My life has taken a dramatic turn to the point that sometimes, i don't know if its real anymore. Sometimes, i miss my the past. Old derelict days of living by my schedule, or not. I miss the having coffee and cake while reading a nice novel in the warm summer afternoons. I miss the guitar. My awful strumming any time i feel like it. I miss being alone. I miss having personal space. I miss those days of minimal responsibilities, when i don't have to fret for anyone. Those days are so over.
I had a baby. that is what happened. Its of course a cause for joy, and at the same time, i also mourn for everything else i gave up for this little bundle of crazy tender love. Before the baby, i could not, for the love of god, imagine why anyone would want to have kids! Surprise surprise! now that i am a mom, i could not imagine why anyone would NOT want to have kids. Sure, having
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